Dear Dad

                   I know I spent a little time and days to you,I grew up without you.I dont know why it should be happen but all i want to put in my mind is your always be a part of my life your my father your one of the reason why I'm here.Honestly I am mad at you,you know why.it's not easy to heal the pain of growing without a father care.Theres always a moment of asking "why my family is not complete,why it should be happen,and why you did'nt make me feel that you've loved me and your happy to have me", sometimes when I remembered what happened in my childhood life I can't escape the feeling of being hurt I cry,to ease even a little pain I feel in my heart.Everytime that I cry Im getting more angry to you especially when i saw a happy in church.You never feel me the happiness of being complete. But my heart is not locked for you I still want to be with your side because I love you and your always be my dad.
                   Thank you, I love you and may God always guide you.