Dear Dad

                   I know I spent a little time and days to you,I grew up without you.I dont know why it should be happen but all i want to put in my mind is your always be a part of my life your my father your one of the reason why I'm here.Honestly I am mad at you,you know why.it's not easy to heal the pain of growing without a father care.Theres always a moment of asking "why my family is not complete,why it should be happen,and why you did'nt make me feel that you've loved me and your happy to have me", sometimes when I remembered what happened in my childhood life I can't escape the feeling of being hurt I cry,to ease even a little pain I feel in my heart.Everytime that I cry Im getting more angry to you especially when i saw a happy in church.You never feel me the happiness of being complete. But my heart is not locked for you I still want to be with your side because I love you and your always be my dad.
                   Thank you, I love you and may God always guide you.

Life is a Journey

           Can you think of your self as a traveler? You might think you have to be a "born" adventurer, but try to get past that belief.Close your eyes and dream for yourself in a big world.See that world as being your life.Today that world is blank.You as the traveler and achiever, can choose to have  whatever creature you want on that world. You can choose your life to be anything you can imagine.

           Take the biggest place you can imagine and and place your creature of of your choice.Relate your life and begin to apply the memories freely and joyfully as you can.Picture the unforgettable memories in your life and how the way you want it to be.Don't worry about it being perfect...just ride to the flow of your life.Happiness is the partner to your life.Live with happiness!dream!

        This is just how your life can be.joyful...colorful...meaningful! Just the way you want it to be!However,the key is this you have to believe it possible.And you have to believe you have the choice to make it so.

                 Do you want a better job or a different career?imagine it!Do you want a warm,loving family life?imagine it!Do you want travel and adventure?imagine it!is your life chaotic and you desire peace and harmony?imagine it!

              Then do it!

               Sound much too simplistic?Sure it does...probably to most people.But it is simple. Maybe not easy but simple.

              If you can imagine something for your life, it can happen.You will have to get  out your journey.and made it. Then you have to take action in the direction of your dream,one step at a time. Action is a must.The manifestation of your dreams depends on how badly you desire it and how hard you're willing to work toward it.

           

_garbage but meaningful _

Maxx Menthol Candy
 Sweet
Cool
Hard


Maxx is a refreshing candy,it can be with anyone like me I can go with anyone i'm not choosy.I can be with them as long as they want:)
I'm sweet and cool especially with my mother, were like best friend chatting laughing and eating together:)
Hard because in every problems I'm not loosing my hope especially faith.I keep on holding and  always be strong.

Choco Mucho

delicious
sweet
milk chocolate


I picked up choco mucho because this is one of my favorite chocolate even if its not a branded chocolate its very delicious for me.
      Sometimes when I am so very angry(bad trip) feels like the end of my life and I can't solve my problem I will eat choco mucho or any kind of chocolate while thinking of solutions. I'll gonna eat than to frown:)